dreams

don't only last a night

they can haunt you forever

i love them

but i hate how much they scare me


dreams


you're in my dreams



i'm sending these good thoughts off to you

Stars [11:11]

I wished I was a star in the sky.
It'd be like reading a book or watching a movie.

Suddenly, there'd be no more me and you.
No more problems or
pointless drivel

Don't you see,
we dug this grave
and buried ourselves
in it.

But this time, I don't
want you laying here with
me, this grave isn't
big enough for two.

So now I'll spend my nights wishing,
while looking up at the sky,
that i'll be looking down at you.
Finally I'd sparkle,
show the world I'm bright.
Even if you weren't there to see me,
who says I'd want you back in the first place?

Being a star,
I'd watch everyone's colorful lives,
instead of living my own black and white one.
I'd press the pause button
on my moving pictures
only to sit down
and watch yours.


But tonight,
I already know what I'm wishing for,
and oh boy,
do I hope it comes true.
My realistic wish
of me...and whoever's my one true "you"


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this isn't to say that i'm over all this yet
cause i sure as hell am not,
it's just a poem,
if you may,
a way to let my feelings out.

shit

i hate crying

strangers

strangers held in strangers arms,
don't forget to wrap it tight.
There's this thing called trust,
so easy to lose,
but it's depended on.

I trust you.
is more important than ily and I trust you.

It Won't Get Better

Practice makes perfect.
The vague insanities that they use to try and wrap me around their finger aren't catching my heart.
They may be able to lie their way in and out of the situation, but it'll still be lying.
You can't change what you've done,
or what you should've done.
You can only let it haunt your mind
for your past mistakes are mistakes.
and lets face it,
you can't turn back the clock.