don't

please do not blame yourself.



i'm stronger than this. promise.
I really just need to fake realize it

go

every night i fall asleep,
with one thing on my mind.
every time i see the stars,
there's one wish in my heart.
every time i close my eyes,
i see yours in front of me.
in front of me.

I wake up,
to find my dreams broken.
I fell asleep, with your arms around me.
You'd protect me, you'd fight for me
you'd hold my hand.


I know you're never gonna be there
when I need you most.
I know you gotta leave, it's time for you to go.
I know she has your heart,
but you have mine
what does that count for anyway?
This feeling,
lasts longer than a lifetime.


My heart it plays the same old song,
I cry the same old tears,
can't fall asleep.
I lay there thinking of
you and when my eyes finally shut
I wanna shut my mind off too.
It's way too much.

I hide it all so you won't see,
how you make me feel
I can't believe it.
So I hide it.
And the hopes they all rush back to me,
as I smile I let it them flee to you.
Can I be your everything?


I know you're never gonna be there
when I need you most.
I know you gotta leave, it's time for you to go.
I know she has your heart,
but you have mine
what does that count for anyway?
This feeling,
lasts longer than a lifetime.


so I finally turn it off.
lay there, breathlessly.
Wandering predictions are what
killed me.
Serenading dreams,
you sent them back to me.
I can't control where you go.

it's time for you to go.

love me

not?


i know you don't. but i pray you do.








oh gosh, how i need you...
i miss you