Saturday, December 20, 2008

feeling dark blue.

come back.
i don't want to have to see you go.
waving goodbye won't give birth to any pleasures unknown.
choking up because i can't bring myself to cry
this can't end in one night.

painted stars fall around us
dancing in the glow from our hearts
can't change that they pull us from
where we've been to where
we don't need to be where
we're not planning to fly.

stories that refuse to tell lies,
breath cold frost down our necks.
sending shivers to the sun
there's not an inch of warmth to be found.
only the blur of frozen emotions
tied by a noose

it holds together me and you.

Friday, December 19, 2008

Thursday, December 11, 2008

why shouldn't i love you?

it's a crime to love someone who doesn't love you to the same extent.

i'm guilty for loving you, you're my guilty pleasure.

i was told that
you don't have to cover up how you feel when you're in love

...but i try to anyway.

i can't help but love you, i can't change how you feel, but i want to.

it's insane, you're smudging my heart across the wall without even meaning to.

your eyes can so easily stare me down, you practically own my.

This heart, it beats, beats for only you,
My heart is yours.

i want to ask you love me?

Thursday, December 4, 2008

i don't

i don't want to like you, but you make that far too hard.
I don't want to lie to you, but sometimes I need to protect my heart.
I don't want to miss you, but I know you'll be leaving home soon.
I don't want to lose our friendship, but I can't help to want more.

I don't want to forget you, but that's not even possible.

why do i love you?
why do i hate loving you?

why don't you love me?

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

shut up

your bombastic words burn my skin,
your fucking face tries to hard,
your silly laugh is like poison,
you're not as innocent as you look.
go away